cinnamon girl

i love our intensity 

and our authenticity

i love the things I learn about you 

with you 

and from you

i still remember your facial expression  

every time I danced for you   

you keep me wild

you keep me spoiled 

i wish i was a better person

i ache when you’re not close  

oh god why d’you always bring out the worst 
in me

baby life’s insane 

i adore who we are when we are together 

but I despise who I become  

please embrace me while I mourn  

i never dance 

anymore